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The Moon (Emotions) is in mutable water, Pisces, (the Dreamer, the Idealist, the Escapist, the Spiritual Healer...) and we have entered the retrograde period of Mercury in Pisces, which will last until March 28th. This is the time of the year where we need to slow things down and reassess all formed of communication + thinking. This period of time is meant for reflection, and while it is in Pisces, that reflection is meant to bring you inner peace and a deeper connection with the unknown. This is when we can really work on our skills to surrender - can we surrender to the unknown? Can we let things flow and just be? What obstacles are preventing you from letting go? Are they illusionary?
Awareness is also important at this time, as Mercury Rx can lead to miscommunications and verbal missteps. This would be a good time to deepen your meditation practice.
I'm personally struggling with surrendering to the unknown - I keep thinking I have reached that point and then I am dragged back down into low vibrational exchanges that trigger my history of trauma. Though, each time I misstep and allow my energy to be stolen, I remind myself that it is OK to not be OK. I am not perfect. I have done things that have hurt people, I have been blunt, aloof, and petty. The most important thing I can do after I do something that is not representative of the energy I wish to see in the world is to acknowledge, apologize to anyone it may have hurt, and forgive myself for not being my best self. Sometimes we cannot be our best self - sometimes we need to release some of the pressure. And sometimes it is necessary to use force to move to the next stage of your cycle. It is not always possible to keep the peace when environments are toxic. Welcome your overflowing emotions. Tomorrow is a new day + New Moon in Pisces. We are closing up this Astrological year: what has the Sun + Moon shown + uncovered about yourself since March of 2018? What change do you wish to make on this next astrological cycle?
The New Moon in Pisces is on 3/6/19 at 11:05 am EST - it will be aligning with Neptune (Dreams, Illusions, Ideals) and Vesta (Principle of Commitment + Focus) at 16 degrees. The Sabian Symbol, the visual representation of the energy at this degree, is "In a Quiet Moment, a Creative Individual Experiences the Flow of Inspiration."